Heh, so here’s an idea how long it’s been since I’ve actually posted. I logged in, though I typed everything in right….and it tells me the blog no longer exists…but it’s routing me back to dashboard anyway…


Caused my heart to pause for about a second, but then I landed back on the dashboard and all was ok.


So I just wanted to let all, (or thoes who can still see my page) in on all that’s happened in a nutshell. I think almost everyone who actually does pop in here has either seen or heard from me in the last little bit…but anyway, here goes.


So, just like I thought, I didn’t last very long at my dad’s. Big drop down fight, got fed UP with his BS, and said that’s it, I’m out. Packed up and moved home later that day…(the fight happened at 4 am…) Actually spoke to him for the first time since coming home tonight. Er, last night. Apparently my cell dialed his number while it was in my purse. Whatever. I told him, once I walk out of that apartment, either to home or into another apartment with a friend (coming soon, Oct 2005), I won’t have time to look back and try and have a relationship on his time…


I don’t think he understood that concept the first time I said it, nor do I ever think he will…


Anyway, so I’m running around right now trying to get my Birth Certificate, so I can get my passport reissued….all for a four day trip I’m taking out to the West Coast at the end of Aug. First time I’m actually going through with a trip I’ve planned out myself. I can not Wait. Getting to meet a bunch of my clan girls, the girl who orginally brought me Into the insanity of PMS Clan (And all this after I SWORE to never have anything to do with all females Ever again…..damn you bss!) and a bunch of the xbox live guys I’ve been playing with. Not that ya’ll care who they are, but it’s an awsome priviliage, so just trust me on that, how’s that?


I can’t Wait!


Other than that? Not much is going on in my life. Ran into Susan on Bay-n-Bloor on….Thrusday. Reminded me to actually POST and to get intouch with everyone I’ve either been ignoring or just haven’t heard from in ages…I’m not willing to let certain friendships die just because i can’t see them every day….or see them more than once or twice a year at that….Alright girls, that’s it, we NEED to get together again. Last time it was that Mess over which Second Cup we were supposed to be at….shall we tryi it again?


Missing you all Terribly,




Seven things in your room: (I did this off my room at my mother’s, not dad’s apartment since I’m just sleeping on the couch….)

1. My TV

2. My stereo

3. My gamecube (which is now coming with me…)

4. CD cases. The actual cd’s are in a binder at my dad’s

5. My drafting table

6. My computer (desktop)

7. All my books and pictures



Top seven things you say most:

1: Fuck

2: Shit

3: Crap

4: Awsome

5: oh my god

6: ‘what the hell’

7: cockbite/fucktard



Do You:

Smoke?: Not any more.

Do drugs?: Nope

Read the newspaper?: Nope. Too depressing. Except for the comics.

Pray?: No.

Have a Job: Yes. I work 6 -7 days a week

Attend Church: No. A little hard to find a ‘church’ for pagans…


Have you ever:

Gone skinny dipping?: Yes.

Had a medical emergency?: Yes.

Had surgery?: No.

Swam in the dark?: Yes.

Been to a Bonfire?: Yup! Nothing better then roasted marshmallows…

Got Drunk?: Dear god…how many cast things have I gone to by now?

Played strip poker?: I can’t play…I’m soooo not opening myself up to that again…

Gotten beaten up?: Nope, well, not if you don’t count wailing on someone with hockey gloves…

Beaten someone up?: See above

Been on stage?: Now THAT’s a dumb question…

Slept outdoors?: Yup. Camping trips while at school and a few times with my dad for star gazing…

Pulled an all nighter?: Ever pulled a three all day/nighter?

Been on radio/tv?: DUMB QUESTION!!!

Been in a mosh-pit?: Nope. Never been to a concert that’s had one…


Do you have:

Any gay/lesbian friends?: yes.

A wallet?: Black one, the coin part of it is ripping apart on the inside, which is stupid, cuz all my coins get trapped…

Coffee?: Can’t stand it. Worked at a timothy’s for two months. I can’t STAND the smell. I’ll drink it ONLY in extremes…

Perfume/Cologne: When I remember it…just like makeup…


Ok, so we’ll see how long this turns out to be. It’s after 3:30 am, and I definatly have to work tomorrow, so I should be getting to sleep…which I’m sure I will be in a very short time period. Anyway, since Ivan and Mary already are aware of these happenings, the other MIP (most important people) who haven’t read this, and probably won’t for a bit seeing as they’re bother OUT OF THE FRIGGIN’ CONTINENT for the next little while…well, they’ll just have to freak out when they get their butts home.


So, pretty much, I’m no longer living with my mother. No, not because I couldn’t take it anymore and I left. And no, not because she tossed me out. I have had to ‘move’ into my dad’s place, (for now) due to the fact that i’m now working at York Mills and Leslie (with additional hours)at Yonge and Eglinton. Why? Because I got transfered to the new eb store I helped open up…and I’ve gotten to move from a junior part-time to a senior full time position. Moving ahead with trying to become an asm (assistant manager for thoes comfused…).


Means that at the moment, I’m working about six days a week, and this and last week I’ve had numerous days of split shifts, where I open in one place, leave there, get on the ttc and go to another store and work there until close. Not an easy thing to do repeatedly. However, pay’ll be awsome, I’m hoping. I don’t get a raise until aug, so boo-urns to that, but when you’re working 34-44 hours a week, it almost doesn’t matter. almost.


Anyway, this does severly limit my social life, which these days is Strictly limited to xbox live…however, I’m not complaining too much, because I Do still have the internet obviously. And that’ll allow me to keep in touch with most of everyone…


Funny little notes. All three of us (my manager, my asm and me) all have names that start with C. Cat (Catalin), Chris (Christopher) and me. Also, Cat plays halo. While certainly not as much, nor as serious as me, he is still addicted, so score! We actually played a custome game (one where you can specify what options you want, instead of a pre-made game)and he didn’t do badly at all. So cool. Also, he’s Romanian and pagan, so I’m having a blast getting to know them…

Very different personalities though. Cat is very business oriented, which is good, since he’s the manager…and Chris is very people-friendly…which makes him an awsome asm.. I’m really happy to have been given the opertunity to work with them.